Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Crippled: Thoughts on Risk Aversion


               Risk is something that everyone in Eve is familiar with. It’s ever-present, always gnawing at you just beyond conscious thought. Depending how a capsuleer handles risk can make or break their experience in New Eden.

                For many of us, our first run in with the realities of New Eden comes very early in our career. Whether it be an ill-advised trek into low sec, buying that seemingly lucrative BPO, or simply having a run in with a few too many rats, it is very quickly burned into our minds that the universe is out to get you. The classic reaction to this state of affairs is to find the nearest proverbial rock and cower underneath it. Sure, this sort of response will minimize the chances that Eve will deliver a swift kick between the legs but personally I find this course of action distasteful. I don’t pay a monthly fee just to have a heaping dose of anxiety. I don’t need that. I have mental illnesses for that.

                Alternatively, and this is the mentality I subscribe to, we can embrace risk and realize the purpose it servers in Eve. Risk isn't there to paralyze the player.  The permanence of loss and similar mechanics are here to give our actions of a sense of significance. As a point of contrast, think of dying in most MMO’s. There’s little to no consequence. At worst your gear gets damaged and you get a debuff of some sort. Death is reduced to an inconvenience. As a consequence, when you narrowly avoid the reaper’s scythe, much of the joy of victory is lost.

                Back in New Eden, death takes no prisoners. First, when you’re ship kicks the bucket it’s gone. Forever. Nothing short of an act of God will bring it back. That’s anywhere from a few thousand to billions of ISK down the toilet. Next, if you get podded you actually die. Not you despawn on place and respawn another, you literally die. There’s a corpse to prove it. That’s all the implants gone for good and possibly a portion of your skill points. That’s a lot on the line.

                Yeah, it’s pretty scary when you spell it out in such a black and white fashion. I even had a pang of anxiety there. Paradoxically, this anxiety is a good thing. When you have something to lose and you know it, overcoming the odds and achieving victory means all the more. I play video games in order to experience the emotional highs and lows that you don’t ordinarily experience in everyday life. Risk is essential to delivering such experiences. I've put a lot of time and emotion into this game, and when my progress in danger of being taken from me, it matters.

                In the end, I can’t tell you how to play Eve. All I can recommend is to push beyond your comfort zone, try that one thing that you’d never do. It’s only by doing this that you can experience everything Eve has to offer.

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